5. Patience

(Composed and performed by Kasia)

I have to be wise and humble,
I should listen to Your counsels.
I have to trust and be calm,
Thou will calm my crying heart.
Every day I have so many wishes (desires)
which I could just take (have them now)
But I hear Thou  quietly whisper
“Trust, Be patient, you have to wait.

”I can’t make my time go faster
I can’t jump "over myself",
Even though I don't understand everything,
One thing I do know,  I have to be Patient.

Thou knowest my heart, Thou knowest my thoughts,
Please hold my hand, I am scared to live without Thee.
Thou givest tests and trials, Because Thou lovest us.
By loving us Thou givest suffering, 
Teaching me how to live patiently.

I know that I do not know much and can not do things by myself,
I only can be lost by myself.
Even though sometimes is so difficult,
The one thing I know, I am welcoming New Day.

I can’t make my time go faster…